Right now, I am: Wearing: They Might Be Giants t-shirt, green cargo pants. Hair: Burgundy wine, faded to a purple/pink. Listening to: Bad Religion Eating/drinking: Diet Coke Thinking about: I'm gonna fail all of my classes!

Will you take the pain I will give to you Again and again And will you return it? -- Depeche Mode, 'Strangelove'

Well, what do you think of the new frontpage? That wont be the only change coming soon. The new layout of the front page is a result of the fact that I want to add more to this site. The Journal/rant thing is getting old. I plan on adding more of my creative works here, and adding stuff to the previous layout was too tedious.

Unfortunately, I start this changes just when I'm most likely not going to be able to update them! Today I turned in a draft for a paper, tomorrow I turn in a draft for another one, and on Wednesday I turn in final version of the draft I turned in today and I have two exams that day! And finals haven't even started yet! In my fucking senior year in high school I never did any work outside of school--so this is a bit much to adjust to. After that I'll have to spend Xmas break (Dec. 23rd to Jan. 16th!) at home. So my access to a computer will be limited to my brother's, which means no site updates. On the good side I'll have lots of time to get in touch with old friends and get some creative stuff ready for the site.

Last night was bizarre. Sometimes I have major toubles sleeping, and my schedule gets all fucked up. On Saturday I slept from 8am to 4pm. So, I knew that I couldn't let myself get fucked up this week. At 8:30pm I took a cup of NyQuil and some herbal sleeping pills and went to sleep (yes, I went to sleep after only being awake for 5 hours!). I ended up waking up at 2:30am! From that time until 7:45am I was in and out of sleep. My body physically didn't want any more sleep, but the NyQuil wouldn't let up. So now it's 7pm, and I've been sleepy all day! The NyQuil of course is gone, but now I'm naturally sleepy since I've technically been awake since 2:30am! And you know what? Chances are I wont be sleepy at 10pm, and I'll end up taking those herbal sleeping pills to fall asleep.

Well, I'm super tired right now. I have lots of studying to do, and I have to do laundry...