I want to love you
I want to hold you
kiss you
feel you
know you
be you

I want to fuck you
I want to crush you
rape you
beat you
smother your ugliness
with my cock
kill you
supress you
own you
controll you

I wand to build you up
and knock you down

but I wish I didn't

a cancer in my mind that takes control
(or is it...somewhere else?)
a darkness that consumes me
it's called "man"
it's in my blood
transported through my veins

If I could cut it off
would it make it better for you?

I fight it
for you

so I can love you
and hold you
caress your ugliness
kiss your beauty
and pretend I never did
want I really wanted to do

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